Friday, April 28, 2006
iit rained damn heavily lar juz now.. went hm wif my dad.. n riding the bike while it was raining heavily wif thunder n lightning is damn scary okae! i cud see lightning striking several times n i gt scared cos it seemed so near.. n wearing an oversize raincoat is funi.. haha.. told my dad i looked so fat in it tat i looked lyk a sumo wrestler.. who is dressed.. reli! hhaa.. crapp..
shit im turning 19 manz.. so old!!! haha.. eh tats lyk my register no. in class for sec 1 n 2.. if im nt wrong.. my memory is failing me manz.. looking froward to spending time wif my gerls on sundae! first wif the tp gerls for aro's sis wedding then wif am n fana n fana naj n hopefully sal! weeeeee!!! n aduh is celebrating wif me on tuesdae kan aduh?! hahaha..
progress pacakge money da masuk.. damn its i dont get.. haha.. i nd it manz! wanna go shopping! wan tat baju aduh! so lawa! i don care im gona ask hw much! hahhaa.. if paaaannngg(expensive in thai) then i shall reconsider.. hahaha.. haiyah.. yes yes i noe im werking n getting salary but hello.. hafnt get yet lar.. haha..
its so cute how inexperienced pple learn tactics on hw to get a gerl from those who r reli experienced in it.. n i swear its funni.. k shall stop now b4 i spout things i shudnt.. wkakkaa.. toodles!
*whats next?*
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8:06:00 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
doc:' oh ure lucky cos ur butt excess (bisul) burst.. the mdeicine werked very well n theres no need for surgery now..'
me:'gd anti-bodies'
haha.. n yes.. after 2 daes of mc which i cud barely walk n sit n lie on my back, im finally getting better.. god it was such a bad experience! never felt so much physical pain b4! the joy of being able to sit n stand n walk without the urge to scream out in pain is juz thankful! hahaha.. seriously im not joking k! it was so painful to a point tat i reli wanted to cry on the wae home.. i had a damn big bisul with 3 eyes! n yes bisul reminds me of pimple.. juz so much more painfullll.. n gosh im glad i dont need to go for surgery! eeeeeeekkk!!
so yes tats one of the reasons y i din blog for a long time.. another? ive juz been hanigng out wif my dad watching tv at nite.. haha.. bonding session ar.. no lah.. juz very relaxing lar n finally learning to reli appreciate the company of dad.. i mena i use to wan to watch tv alone in my room cos i used to feel intrude gitu.. but i guess ive grown out of it.. haha.. n im much happier being closer to my dad n mom.. such a daddy's gerl.. whahaha..
the excitement of my bdae being 2 weeks awae is more fun than when it is oni a week awae.. sumhow i feel a bit unwilling for it to cum so soon.. aiyah.. feel so old! hahah.. feel lyk if i cud turn back the clock wen i was small i wud lar.. except i try n make myself more cute.. haha.. i tink i wasnt cute wen i wa slittle.. haha.. mayb cos of my tomboyish haircut which was reli lyk a boy cos pple tot im my bro's twin.. grrr.. n the hair cut tat asyik made me promise tat i will never cut my hair lyk tat again wen he saw my pics.. hahahahhaa.. don weri im in control of my hair..
aiyah.. ntu-nie hafnt call me.. i feel lyk losing hope but no i mus keep hoping kan.. lyk huda sae 'ko kene sentiasa cakap ko akan dpt the interview.. nanti malaikat dengar' hehe.. which is true huh.. keep the hopes up.. insyallah..
*dis sundae.. 2 yrs..*
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10:09:00 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
THX ADUH!!!! ure the best! hahaha
anw, dis aduh ar.. shes suppose to cut me frem eating so much but shes making me eat more instead! haha.. she does haf a thing for chewing food lyk me! ahaha.. mayb sumdae u can take my throne as president lar eh.. but u haf to challenge el! hahaha.. joking!
werk been pretty routined but fun cos we're alwaes laughing at each other.. which makes life more bearable.. lyk juz now wen i make a big mistake n aduh n her bro laugh n laugh! haha.. crazeee i tell u! haha.. but its gd tat im werking wif her.. =)
n FANA,AM n FANA NAJ! wen m i gonna meet u guys?! pls meet up soon!
k tats all for now.. gonna haf to watch forum perdana ehwal islam later at 930.. toodles!
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9:07:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
wahai kengkawan ku sekalian,
ni HUDA.
kyukkyukyukyukyuk.
wani went pink orange and grey with ALL THANKS TO ME.
now, blog girl.
and yes, YOU'RE WELCOME.
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6:21:00 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
it was my first dae at my tutee place in sengkang.. taught him eng todae.. n later his mom came to tok to me.. shes pretty lar i tell u.. then we started toking.. n she told me a bit of her life story on how she was actually adopted n yes agreeing to huda's statement tat adopted children r treated very differently.. but she cudnt care less about her so called siblings lar.. she told me tat she knew she was different bcos she din feel as belonged to.. but she was close to her mom.. she came up wif her dad being very violent.. he wud beat her for every small things tat she made wrong without any patience or warnings given.. she wud b whacked everydae.. she was rebellious by the time she turned 17.. but the fact tat im impressed by her is tat she knows n she tells herself tat she doesnt wan her anak to be the same wae.. she doesnt wan her anak to grow up not enabling to tell her stuffs.. to lead a life differently wen hes at hm n wen hes out.. she doesnt wan her past life to be his life.. she warns her dad not to do the same to her son..cos she saw tat her son was beginning to simpan grudge n aspire to bear a grudge lyk his grandpa.. n she wans to make sure it doesnt turn out tat wae.. n shes one strong woman who doesnt concede to man's demands n stuff.. her ex husband was a womaniser n she told him tat he can get lost n not get married again.. i was impress at the strength tat she had.. i mean not many women who grows up astray is able to come back to the rite path.. i mean she still haf a few habits lyk smoking.. but she noes tat at least theres points tat backs her up as a gd person..
this mite b a typical storyline tat pple noe but for me i guess its kinda the first time tat i come to noe of a real person who has gone thru it.. her son is her world n even though hes naughty, she loves him more than anione else n wud protect him.. n he does the same for her too.. anw, she werks in IMH.. interesting huh! she told me a lot of her experiences there which are funni n sad! haha.. gt yg nak marry her lar.. then sad ones yg those young kids whose parents send them there cos they turn crazy wif all the pressure given by parents.. so sad lar.. life huh? theres a side to everything.. brsyukur wif wad u haf.. even if ur life is bad now, sumone's else can b worse.. im glad i still haf my famili n frens =)
toodles!
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10:23:00 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
the feeling of being able to dribble the ball during hockey is sooo awesome!!! haha.. seriously! haha.. it was a pretty gd dae lar.. get to see all the old players come back n play together again.. all of us were so karat! n im glad for the jc1s.. they pick up very fast! nuthing to weri about for next yr! its great to see tp hockey team alwaes improving! =) but was actually hoping to play wif the jc2s.. haha.. wud haf been more crazee lar.. n i shall sae dis ' aisyah i misss uuu!' haha.. confirm kembang tau.. haha..
i miss tarian manz.. performing at esplanade is a chance i wont miss manz..
for those who doesnt noe n actually read my blog.. said is back in the hospital.. he has juz admitted back to put back his left skull n hes doing fine.. sooo mampat seyy.. k bsides the point.. but ya.. hes ok.. tats the whole point.. haha..
*im onli living life now n looking forward.. never backwards.. cos it still hurts... i dont lyk being sad......*
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11:07:00 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
finally tmr im able to play hockey.. its beeennn a llllooooonnnngggg time since i even touch my stick!im so xcited! but so karat lar.. so lama tak main.. but hu cares rite? i hope the sun wont bring my performance down cos its been awhile since ive bn out in the sun.. juz got a bit fairer n taaadddaaa! sun again! ahahah.. =)
i miss am n fana! hope to mt them very soonnn!
*i was afraid for the dae to come.. n wen it does.. i feel...sad.. confuse.. wad happens next? i dunno*
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8:45:00 PM
